Guess Guess Guess

Salah satu game show faveret aku ialah Guess guess guess yg dihoskan oleh Jacky Wu, Cheng Lin (yg comel meteor garden tu) and Ah Ya (dulu). Semalam last episod utk Cheng Lin, dah la Ah Ya yg kelakar dh blah, skang Cheng Lin yg comel n lucu pon nak blah gak.

Aku mmg suka game show ni dari dulu lagi, tapi tiap x aku buka 8tv jer, mesti kena marah kt familiy aku, lama2 tuh diaorg tgk dialog bersahaja Si jacky tu, diaorg pon gelak sama. Topic semalam flower boy, tapi segmen dia kejap jer sbb nak raikan si Cheng Lin.

Harap2 host baru dia pon cute n gila2 mcm Cheng Lin and Ah Ya gak. Tapi selagi ada Jacky, aku rasa game ni akan maintain. Korang mesti hairan kan artis2 taiwan berlambak muka baru, kebanyakan jd glamer lepas masuk game ni, mcm Cheng Lin gak...Kiranyer games ni mmg bleh buat aku gelak sampai ke telinga la. Saper yg sedih2 aku syorkan tgk show ni kt 8TV kul 8.30mlm, ari Ahad. Sila tgk Cheng Lin yg lucu, click sini

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXyWYJFCV_g

Mama rindu giler kt Taufiiq

Ape ler si kecik tgh buat skang, maybe tidor or pergi beli lauk ngan mcik ani nih. Anyway, mama rindu giler kt Piqu ni. Mmuah mmuah...

dlm gbr ni baru seminggu kot, skang dh 9 bulan, dh 15kg, semangat.

Good Luck Buteng!!!

Penat betul ari Sabtu lepas. Ari Jumaat balik keje trus gi Midvalley ngan family, sbb fatin nak beli kemeje, so lepas je shopping moping mkn kt Nando, Ist time tgk Taufiiq duk kt kerusi baby, sbb dah bleh duduk, kelakar. Kebetulan ari ni dia dh start bleh tepuk tangan, so, duk tepuk jer tangan dia, lepas tu ma letak tgn kat mulut, ala2 tarzan, pun dia ikut, pendek kata, cepat bebenor dio absorb, seronok sgt tgk dia, happy jer. Taufiiq ni perangai dia jenis yg happy go lucky, masa kenduri umah sarah, dia ok ngan semua org and suka gelak... maybe sbb ramai penjaga. Dia nangis kalu nk tido n susu,n pampers basah, tupun kejap jer, kiranyer jarang sgt la dia nangis lama.

Anyway, ari Sabtu, kami satu family, n pcik wa 1 family yg bermalam kt umah, turun dlm kul 4 pagi ke KLIA, sampai trus beratur, lama gak la nak tgu staff dtg, diaorg daftar on group, extra kene bayar RM177 sbb beg yg adik aku bwk terover berat. MARA hanya bayar tiket pergi n tiket balik lepas abis belajar n duit belanja bulanan kt sana, yg lain sumb pama n adik beradik ler..Spatutnyer kene breakfast dlu, last MARA sruh beratur kt tpt berlepas dah. Ramai gak ler aku tgk mak bapak nangis, tapi ma n abah ok jer, aku rasa sebak gak masa salam, tp control, dia pun sengeh2 jer, shimie n 4 org bestfren dia masa kt PC pon dtg gak. Kitaorg hantar sampai ke ruang tinjau, duk kt atas tu sampai la diaorg semua berjalan nak masuk plane.

Love is...

Kalu dilihat balik kisah aku start dr lahir, byk yg happy dr x happy,...plg best masa duk ngan arwah tokmek kt Kg Dangar, Pasir Mas. Masa ma n abah pegi kerja, aku n kak ti duk nagn tokmek and org gaji, also paksu mat. Paksu mat antara kisah yg plg tragis dlm family belah ma, dia anak bongsu n yg satu2nyer dpt masuk Uni time tu. Tahun pertama dia kt UM pertengahan tahun kot, dia start sakit, smpai skang x tahu apa punca dia...sepanjang dia sakit arwah tokmek yg jaga sampai la arwah sakit n terlantar 6 bulan kt umah aku, so abah, afif n amir yg ulang alik pergi hantar mknn n kemas umah, amik baju utk basuh etc. Actually ma ada 4 beradik, pcik nuar yg sulung kt klang,ma,mck norma kt t.merah kelate gak n paksu mat..yg lain adik beradik tiri. Yg plg aku ingat, masa aku balik utk bersalin, ada satu malam tu, semua org terlupa nak bawa mknn malam utk paksu mat, so, masa tgh makan amir ckp dia baru teringat tapi takut ckp kt ma sbb takut kena marah, ma tgh tidur x jauh dr tpt kitaorg makan, nak buat mcm ntah ma terdengar n marah kt kitaorg, lepas tu dia menangis n masuk bilik. Kitaorg mmg rasa bersalah sgt n walaupun dah lewat, afif start motor n pegi bawa mknn kt dia. Aku tanya afif masa sampai dia dh tidur or belum, masa afif ckp dia masih jaga n terus kuar sbb dgr motor afif, mmg aku rasa sebak sgt, sbb aku tahu dia lapar... Abah selalu ckp org mcm dia dah x pikir apa dah, pikir makan jer....Cuba korang bayangkn klau ada saper2 dlm famili korang yg ada adik beradik mcm paksu mat aku, baru korang bleh bayangkan betapa sedihnyer ma time tu, lebih2 lagi lepas adik beradik yg lain lepas tangan..Ma n abah dah pesan kalu apa2 jd ngan diaorg, supaya kami adik beradik jaga paksu mat,.. Insya Allah, akn aku ingat n tunaikn janji kt parents aku.

Hidup ni x panjang and juga x pendek, beramal lah seolah2 kamu akn mati esok, n berusaha lah spt kamu akan hidup beratus tahun...Masa aku sakit, aku ingat satu jer, iaitu hidup ni x pjg, jd aku dah x pikir psl nak cari rezeki,.. and now I realise that was wrong sbb kita kena balance dlm hidup

Abah slalu pesan hidup ni sbnrnye x semua kita akn dapat ,.. kita kena ready...sediakan payung sblm hujan. Aku masih ada anak and suami jadi aku kena teruskan hidup untuk mereka. Abah ckp peranan utama adalah aku and ma abah adalah watak sampingan,..so i have to be strong. Kerana mereka x selamanyer boleh bantu kita, sampai masa mereka akan pergi juga. Tapi selagi mereka masih ada, selagi itu la mereka akan terus berkorban untuk anak2 mereka.

Lama2 aku realise yg aku sbnrnyer very fragile, and that what shocked to my parents coz diaorg ingat dlm ramai anak aku yg plg strong and happy go lucky, diaorg lebih risaukn afif and kak ti. Aku and amir yg plg nakal,ceria and happy go lucky,.. tapi lepas jer arwah tokmek xde yg jadi x keruan actually aku and amir...

And amir pula simpan rahsia yg xde saper tahu until last month dia bgtau, why he heard voice that blame him to make arwah tok mek passed away,...actually 1 hari sblm tokmek kena strok, arwah pesan kat amir sruh ma dtg amik dia kerumah kitaorg, tp amir lupa sampai la Maghrib jiran arwah tokmek called ckp tokmek x buak pintu umah...sampai jer tgk dia dh kena strok.

Dear Amir,..that was not your fault, it was her faith and destiny,..kalau amir ckp pun dia tetap kena strok kt umah kita jugak, lagipun dia dah 85 years old. My youngest brother was a bright student, got 5A for UPSR, study at Bestari School kt belakang umah arwah,..and selalu ulang alik dari umah tokmek. Arwah tak bagi amir masuk hostel sbb cucu kesayangan, lagipun lepas ma abis pantang mmg arwah yg jaga amir,..so they were so close... Lagipun masa tokmek sakit dia yg byk jaga tokmek. Thats why it effect him so much....

And me,...like i wrote before, many things happened to me, and I lost my dearest tokmek. Paling sedih masa tgk Paksu Mat cium arwah for the last time, that was the saddest moment i had through in my life and masa tu aku tgk ma,kakti masing2 lari masuk dlm bilik sbb dah x tahan.

Ada org ckp aku mcm cuaca x dpt diramal, aku akui my judgement skang ni mmg kadang2 xleh amik kira coz masih ada kesedihan and emosi yg x stabil lagi, but for sure my feeling for him and my love to my son is pure and true...and like i said before please don't compare my love to my parents,son,husband,sisters,brothers and arwah is totally different...and please don't compare saper yg aku sebut dulu, that doesn't count, what count is how i feel...As a mother mmg aku syg giler kt anak aku, and as awife syurga aku kt suami,..and please be fair,.. if i make a mistake, if i'm wrong, please look back to my kindness, because i'm not perfect and i will never be perfect,...i will be ok with time,..and true love is who will be by your side when u are in pain and sorrow...like my story above,...akhirnyer hanya ma and kami saje yg berada disisi tokmek,...that is a great love...and i dedicated it to ma, you have a very good heart and to my abah yg sanggup berkejar sana sini utk ma, and utk anak2 ma yg menjadi cucu yg terbaik utk Tok mek. Al-fatihah.

The greatest love is Love to Allah S.W.T

Esok, lusa...

Selamat menyambut ulangtahun untuk Ahmad Taufiiqul Hakim, hari ni genap 9 bulan, mama doakan Taufiiq jadi anak yang soleh, sihat dan cergas sentiasa. Dah boleh merangkak sket2, bergantung dlu baru nak merangkak, tok ma kata maybe x merangkak, terus berjalan ek...

Ari ni ma, abah n amir sampai umah dlm kul 10.30 pagi...trus ke kedutaan utk urusan pasport adik aku. Ari Sabtu pagi diaorg akn berlepas dr KLIA ke Medan. 3 thn stgh kt sana, ingatkan 2 tahun stgh jer. Harap2 dpt balik hari raya ni,...keluarga dah la x ramai sedara mara, tinggal 1 pakcik jer kt Klang, maybe x balik sbb nenek dh meninggal tahun ni. So, tahun ni family aku sorang2 jer la, sedara jauh ada, but yg really close kt Klang je la...Tahun ni x tahu dpt cuti lama ke tak, sbb baru start keje... kalu lama bleh balik sabah, kalu x, terpaksa la cuti kt sini jer. Tapi kemungkinan Tan akn tetap balik Sabah, sbb dia dah 3 thaun x raya kt sana, kesian gak...takpe la raya jer kan.Waa...esok lusa adik aku dah nak berangkat dah, sedih... eventhough kitaorg dah biasa kalu x cukup forum, sbb semua adik beradik duk hostel dari Ting 1 lg, except amir, sbb anak bongsu la katakn.Anyway I wish to my dearest sister Fatin Amirah Binti Kamaruddin berjaya dalam hidup and dapat mengejar cita-cita. Semoga Allah SWT selalu melindungi kami semua. Amin.
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Macam macam hal la

Semalam on d way balik kerje tersilap masuk simpang and sesat about 1 hour kt putrajaya, until ada 1 akak yg nak balik sruh ikut belakang keta dia, kebetulan sama lalu tol puchong. Thanks alot,... samapi kul 6.45 mcm tu, bwk taufiiq jalan2 jap naik motor, klau tok ma nyer tahu mesti marah. Si Pateng lak kuar ngan bf dia shimie beli barg2 utk gi medan, guna duit belanja MARA + pama money, kul 10.30 mlm baru balik,..driver yg spatut amik 2 ketol tu kt bus stop dah tertidor, aku pun sama n taufiiq skali. Aku rasa dia pun x call pon sbb tau dah lewat so, jalan kaki la,...Aku yg buka pintu x sempat nak tegur shimie, sbb dah lewat, ingat nak ajak makan. Takpe la, lagi pun muka dia mmg slalu ada kalu family aku buat makan, kira memang nak menonjolkan diri di mata ma n abah la kot. Tak tau la apa akan jadi ngan diaorg kalu adik aku dah gi sana 2 n half year,.. nasib la Medan dekat je. Nampak mcm budak baik, hopefully la...

I am a mother

Assalamualaikum WBT,....Dah lama x mencoret kt sini. My life was drastically changed... after get married, quick job, further master, pregnant, lost beloved grandma, quit master ( x cukup kredit), gave birth, and sick for a long time. My life was sweet sour... sweet because of my beloved son Ahmad Taufiiqul Hakim n sour because of many things that came which put my emotionally and physically over the limit. I was really under pressure, until I cannot thought like a normal people. But what save me is my parents that put a lot of effort,money and time to make me change like before i was sick, to be siti mariana again which are always happy. Also my hubby which always support me, thanxs...Eventhough I was not 100% ok, but I manage to get a new job and start all over again, what encouraged me is my son. However, deep in my heart, I always miss my hometown, and I always hoping that I will get a job at my hometown soon....My beloved sister Fatin will go to Medan on 25 August 2007, now she stayed at my house to get ready and buy anything that necessary. MARA gave RM1000+ a month as a belanja kat sana. I hope she will be OK and beccome a good doctor soon. Amin...Make Abah n Ma pround to you.And for now on I promise to myself to be a good muslimah and make my family happy and be good in my life.......
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